9.3.11

Welcome to my fucking broken home.


So what's the purpose of me, writing?

I kicked start my writing involvement during my school time. I was invited by a friend to write in his underground zine. I was writing on the Malaysian's mainstream revolution in Bahasa. For a sixteen years old stud whose experience came only from the two hours a week Bahasa classes, I think I've nailed it.

But it was ruled out due to the lack of funds and some problems. So the zine project was never happened and my articles was left rotten in my school's examination pad.

And I stopped writing since then.

2008, when Tony Pua win the 12th General Election, I start to learn what blogspot is.

I created mine. I blogged about everything I see, I heard, I read and I think. From footballs to love to girls to movies to songs to bands and to et cetera. I make my own poem, write my own song, provoking a stupid roomante but all in all, I READ MY OWN WRITING.

I READ MY OWN WRITING. FUCK! I READ MY OWN WRITING. FUCK! I READ MY OWN WRITING. FUCK! I READ MY OWN WRITING. FUCK! I READ MY OWN WRITING. FUCK! I READ MY OWN WRITING. FUCK!!

That's when I ask myself why am I writing for god sake?

I have to have a reader. Or maybe two. Three. I need readers to keep on writing. I think the stupidest person in the blogsphere is those who said they write only for themselves. Seriously go find a fucking paper or fucking private those blog!

Ok. I don't know you but I do. I need people to read what I write.

There's a number friends ask why didn't I put a single advertising gadgets on my blog. I gave them a very cliche answer.

"I don't write for money."

Because I don't think anything I write here worth a single penny.

I am a grammars freak. I didn't scored any of my BEL subject during my time at UiTM. Neither did I get a 6 for my MUET paper. I bet you guys will enjoy correcting my grammar mistakes than understand what I fucking write.

But I believe that it's not only grammar what's matter. It's more than that.

That everything I write here is a thought I opted to share. And when I say I opted to share, it means that it is always an option to read.

Having said that doesn't mean I am neglecting all the grammar aspects. I am working my sweet asses to that.

To find the right word to express between an anger and sad. To differ what has happened and what is yet to. To come out clean. To achieve the perfection.

Only time will come and tell.

But not now. Never. Because this time, I'm writing to keep myself awake. So my supervisor won't knocked my table and gave me don't-you-fucking-sleep grin.


18 comments:

kAkUnA_tHe KeLip KeLiP said...

heheh....wake up! wake up! ;p

eszol raar said...

as long there's somebody understand

even misunderstand

eszol raar said...

as long there's somebody understand

even misunderstand

Hanis Manis said...

"I am working my sweet asses to that."

good luck with that. but dont worry, ur not the only one. i cant understand mine as well. if the message is well delivered, the grammar seems to be at the second place, aye?

- koroe - said...

hey !
you got me. i'm your reader. read in silence without any sound heard.




i write for my lust. its like a passion to write something. i just love it. i don't care if there is any reader or not. i just write whatever i like.


who cares about grammar. its the blogspot. not exam paper. theres no mark for it. my teacher won't give me G after reading my blog.

AJ Nismihan said...

for what ever reason, as long as you keep the words published, i will keep my intention to read them.

and have never fail to do so; although i always have punctuality problem.
people always said, better late than never; and i prefer saying that 'Butter late than never'.

and for yesterday; it just not a day for your team. there are two more other cup to fight for; so drop no spirit dude!

*smile*

Linglung said...

sedap menulih ni bila kena gaya. sedap baca pun jugak bila kena gaya.

sedak!

neo.. said...

FTSNC is my fav after 2+2=5.

| Larasephia | said...

"Coz man, you're amazing, just the way your are"

When it comes to the world of words, I adore you. Even Alexi Laiho cant beat that.

Sir Pök Déng said...

i write to impress people. What say you, dude?

Berd said...

Aku kenal blog ni sebelum aku kenal kain burok, refjour, Frodo baggins, dewa jiwa.

Kalau kau nak tahu lah. Kalau taknak, rasa bodoh pun ada aku ni.

i'msosupernotcool said...

kakuna: yes!!

eszol: as long as somebody read.

Hanis Manis: aye!!

koroe: yup. im going for it. less grammar mistakes and more thoughts. :P

AJ Nismihan: thanks dude!!

Linglung: ha betul la tuh. sedak!

neo: afiq now tulis dekat koken&sigeret. tau kan?

Larasephia: truth is i can't even play a happy birthday song on guitar dear.
there's no way i can beat alexi then.
haha.

Sir Pok Deng: mission accomplished then, comrade!

Berd: kau ni bunyi lain macam je.
aku seram tahu?

Pisey said...

kau tetap supercool pada aku.

natasya eddie said...

your reader :)

neo.. said...

i'msosupernotcool : Thanks for the info.Aku baru tau.

sastraboy said...

i love what you wrote,

and write too.

err,

whatever,

i like yr writing.

aisya- said...

i read yours. so yeah, keep writing dude and what amused me was yours wasn't for money.

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