I was in such a depressed mood tonight. Rejecting my girlfriend request to sent her home was one thing not to be proud of but not be able to attend her mother's birthday party was a shame. I'm sure she's hurt with my act. Gosh. It's been a while since our last date. And it's been a while since we last say that L word to each other.

This is all because of that girl. I barely known her. Not even close to know her real name. Just a few talks through the net and that's all. I found her through her electronic diary and we start to you know, get to know each other. I really enjoys reading her story. Her experience. Her honesty. Her angst.

It wasn't long before my girlfriend found out that I was having this electronic relation with this girl. I was posting some update to my electronic diary when she buzz through my yahoo messenger, keep asking me about the girl that commented on every entry I've made. I try to explain to her. Telling that this girl was someone who interested in my works, my art. But she thinks the other way and that sicken our relation. We haven't text each other ever since and today was the first time after the incident.

I drive straight to my office. It's already half past ten and my office was already empty. I made my way to my room. Switching on the table lamp while lightning up my Marlboro light. Damn. It's really stressing out here. I've got lots of thing to finish off. Works. Dateline. Girlfriend. I felt like shit right now thinking that I can't be there with her tonight. Thinking of how rude I've been act for the past day to her and my colleagues.

I blew this unhealthy smoke all over my room when I heard something. I stay still. Focus on the whispering sound. I looked around wondering if my friend was there trying to chicken me out. Shit. Nobody's here. I'm sure that the parking lot was empty when I came here. But I'm so sure that I've heard someone whispering my name.

I look at my laptop. Focus. Hell yes it's from there. It's from there. My laptop is whispering my fuckin name. Quite sure that the whisper come from there, I put a slight press on the space bar and the windows starts. I reach my mouse and point it to the Mozilla Firefox icon. And like the possessed guy in the Smallvile TV series, my fingers quickly hit the keyboard.


God. What was happening to me? I'm so addicted to this girl.


"blog esoksemalam best kerana.... it got lots of hot chicks viewing this page days and nights."

"blog esoksemalam tak best kerana.... the owner is famous than me. Ouchh."

Shit. I hate slogan.


si sengal mungkin said...

cool story babe ;)

lumut blog tempat cari jodoh.

{lumut} said...


this is the only one story that post in english...=)

thanx for your participation.

really addicted to that gurl huh?

penyertaan anda diterima.
oh anyway,i love ur slogan ha.=p

joegrimjow said...

laki ke pompuan ni???

Koyuki said...
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Koyuki said...

good luck..

may u win

nursarah87 said...

good try!

im in mission of visiting LUMUT contezter..

i'msosupernotcool said...

Si Sengal Mungkin:

stil lookin.



it just a story babe.
sorry i dont even put ur name there.
just link.
hope it's ok.

my slogan is ful of jealousy.
dont u think?

i'msosupernotcool said...



Comment Delete:
Why oh why oh why?


It's just for fun..

Didnt think bout winning or not..

Wat do u think??

I've read ur entry 2..

nursarah87 said...

i think ur story much better than mine...

Anonymous said...

why u talk2 in english i dont like to read2 in english! so what everla .. ever after u will lose to me anyway! hahaha.. sorry la k! HAK HAK HAK!!

sepcial la sebab english! nanti aku try baca balik la!!
aku takde lah bodoh sgt de!!!

aloy_paradoks said...

rajin lu masuk contest tu... bagus support blogger..

i'msosupernotcool said...

i was trying my luck..

Boneka tak sakit:

but i already read ur story..
u the man..


i'msosupernotcool said...

i support ur movement too..

keep up..

Tulip Chantek said...

be cool. dat way maybe u'll be famous than her ~p

anyway, thanks for visiting my blog :)

i'msosupernotcool said...

dat the problem babe..

i'm not cool..
dunno how to be cool..
act cool..

u too..

Anonymous said...

salam... jalan2 tgk entri contest

pergh sampai memanggil2 gitu

kAkUnA_tHe KeLip KeLiP said...

woww...now i know how does it feel like addicted..

gosh! I wish i could enter this contest...huhuh...

i'msosupernotcool said...

Fatt Chin Choy:
so how do u think?
can i win it?

luv ur nick..
n ur disp pic..

it just a story babe..

enter it...

kawie2020 said...

hahahaha... nice entry and this make me addicted to read all contestants n3's...

this n3 remind me to the past sweet memories... and make me in feeling good to writing new n3 for the contest.

thanx bro for visiting me.. n good luck... all d best...

i'msosupernotcool said...

thx man..

i'll read them all..

u too..
all d best..

Tulip Chantek said...

ces poyos lah dunno how to be cool~p

piNky LuCiA said...


wish u luck.. =)

i'msosupernotcool said...

tulip chantek:

pinky lucia

nice to noe ya...

piNky LuCiA said...

nice to noe u too.. hehe..

avid gunner said...

haha..so addicted that u cant resist the temptation to see what's going on her? that's love, man..

love the story...so much melancholic for a cool guy like u, though...

i'msosupernotcool said...

pinky lucia:
owh yeahh...

avid gunner:
it's just a story dude..

i'm cool.. i'm cool...

cinta lea ixora said...

hey.. nice entry.... addict hah? hehe

i'msosupernotcool said...

its just a story babe..


chokio_nia said...

bes2..rajin gle wat lam english..=)

i'msosupernotcool said...


tryin my luck...

thx 4 reading...

nce to noe..

abe long said...

BI aku fail.. xpaham !@#$%^&*()(*&^%$@#???

abe long said...

perghh...lappy die memanggil2 tu...
addict tol...by the way.. i like ur work..and i choose ur work as my second choose..hehehe
good luck guy...

i'msosupernotcool said...

its a simple english dude..

thx for ur support..

YobSumo said...

interesting story hah. we'll see how far the story can go. all da best!

Razman said...

cool... tu je pkataan omputah yg aku reti..haha

i'msosupernotcool said...

it 's a 5 minute story..
so let see..

urs r better..
i've read it..

dewajiwa said...

dropdead cool lah bro this entry.
btw, my vote has u'r name too.
good luck.

a.z.r.i.n.a.03.07 said...

not bad..

tgh reki carik winner..

Dak Wan said...

Apa barang Marlboro Light? Sempoerna Hijau laaa besh...... Hehehe! Hidup Sempoerna Hijau!