6.1.10

Pillow talk : Beautiful nightmare.


I just finish YM with some of my blogger mate. They are so fun and so nice to talk with. Sad that I missed the small gathering they organized before.

Honestly I was a bit surprised to know about their background. Their age especially. Yup they are both older than me. Both were like in their thirty or something. And both having the great times of their life I guess. Except for being single. Haha.

Knowing this fact make me thinking of how young I am to talk about life. To tell someone about the do and don't things.

Being a blogger was one thing never cross my mind until I found the articles bout how an unknown individual make his way to the parliaments just by this typing stuffs. A politician name Jeff Ooi. That's when I start knowing blog, Che Det, Raja Petra and else. So political rite?

When I start blogging, it was all about err.. I can't even remember. So uninteresting I will say.

This blog was a bit like my side project. Suppose to be fill with all my angst and the f words. A complete unnamed. Unknown. I do have another. A Malays one. No. You don't need to look for it. It so infamous that sometimes nobody view it. Compare to this one. Erghh.

But this turns out to be different. Inspirational. Motivator? Like a good looking guy who wrote based on his happy and sad experiences and inspired the others with his words. Gave this guy hopes, help him get up from his downfall and then asks this girls to move on and forget the past.

What the fuck?

I may sound like a wise guy, but in truth I was nothing. My life sucks for god sake. Big time.

Why the fuck?

Last night I was having a horrific nightmare. I walked a group of people into a room. It was like a tour and I'm the tourist guide. I was in front. All of them seem so happy. Talking and smiling and laughing. It wasn't long before the room turns to red. An unknown guy (I'm not sure whether he is from the group or not) start to attack us with his sword.

Bloods everywhere. Sloshing sounds everywhere. Bodies everywhere.

That's when I awake. And that's when I realized that life isn't just about saying take care babe and have a good day. It's about saying how are you today? too.


Owh I'm going back to Shah Alam this evening. So expect not to see me write for a few days.

Do take care everyone. Have a good day.

Peace.

42 comments:

Jard The Great said...

kah kah.. mcm tau je sepa yg 30-an tu.. seb baik ku masih 20-an.. err.. eventhough its late 20-an.. ehehe

~ narissa ~ said...

~ bila nk YM ngan sy laks..??

ha chemo said...

valueable~
i can c it thru ur writing..n u r n0t nothing dude
(^_^)

Razman said...

i start blogging coz want to joint digi leap breakaway. they force me to wrote anything bout me in english n i hate that coz my english suck. so i create blog in nov 2008 n do nothing. no entry. in may 2009 i start my 1st entry in malay. i hate write or read english entry. until i read ur blog n i try to post my 1st entry in english. keep blogging coz i luv ur entry. damn, i just said L word to a man. am i gay? Fuck.

Rara said...

have a gud day too.. :)

f.a.r.a.h said...

sape kate u nothing? dun be so modest la dude. i love to read ur blog. :)

larasephia said...

Inspirational, indeed

:) I always wished for that kind of dreams (nightmares) but always blessed with heavenly one instead. u're lucky, I envy u. like.. a lot!
haha

selamat pulang ke shah alam! I'm here waiting! (yuck) hehehe ;)

dila said...
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dila said...

alah,merendah diri plak...suka baca blog awak...adventurous..hehe!

walaupun tatau macam mana ropa tuan punya blog ni..tp selalu bayangkan tuan punya bog ni rupa dia iras2 zahiril adzim..haha.kacakkk...!

how are you today...?

{lumut} said...

pergh..razman ke yg komen tuh?
dude..
i found something in u..
=)

take care.
suke blog yg ni compare yg 1 lg..
dun lie to ur feeling.

AJ Nismihan said...

Why am i blogging?
same goes to you. my blog was intentionally to express my anger and my F life in the anonymous way. that y I remain silent on my identity in certain way. Joint here since 2008, but deleted few blogs; one after another.
Anyhow, the word typed are not as what it supposed to. i land on the other side of life.
Now i enjoy it.i love to write and fill my blog at it suppose to be!
And of course link to those blog with firm fundamental. Thus, that is no suprise that i link to your blog as 'kepala-kepala akal'.
I do follow your blog. and i did it everyday, eager for the next entry and respond.
don't care who are you.
don't care how old are you.
and really don't care how you look, as for me, word mean more than that.
Our friendship here. and it more than enough.
am i gay?
no. i just being a innocent people who respect great job from others. you deserve some appreciation dude :)

~@k1 is @utuMn!~ said...

ko xde pon ym ngn aku!
*sedang kecik ati gila3!!*

Anonymous said...

aku nak komen panjang2.
nanti balik keje aku masuk lagi blog kau.


-shax-

h.a.n said...

haiyaaaaaaaaaaa :(

dewajiwa said...

well said man.

Judiene said...

bro, don't leave me
i'm gonna miss u la
ur blog is great, and yeahh, great
pls don't leave me, pls, i'm begging u












erkk???

enuLwanie said...

i miss u n ur entry..

GhOsToNe said...

take care too..

kdg2 mimipi mainan tdo..

cik peah said...

u r something man..

Koyuki said...

berhenti kejap lepas tu datang balik
~jaga diri hiasi peribadi~
nanti kita main teng teng sama2 ye..chatt tak best la..tak real..
main teng teng oki? saya belanja..

:: cinta lea ixora :: said...

so how are u today..?? hehehe....
blog nie best ;)

MuHaMMaD86 said...

really miss ur written but....bila la nk bleh chat ngn blogger glamer sorg ni?

miEz haNeM said...

next year..
join us oke!

c u!

zaheedaazeezol said...

dont ever stop writing..luv this blog..!!

nursarah said...

plez YM ngan aku plak..haahaa

iyllienaz said...

ehh..baru nk blk s.alam ke??

keep on writing ya??

pisey said...

I may sound like a wise guy, but in truth I was nothing. My life sucks for god sake.

ehem.

pencubit said...

ko super dude,
;)

Kapten Luffy said...

aku mcm tau ko jumpa siapa
cis korang

Dak Wan said...

Life is priceless. Dead.

Dak Wan said...
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Lady Dyla said...

Dont consider urself nothing if u dun want pipols to consider urself nobody..
Consider urself everthing if u want pipols to consider urself somebody.. :)

balqissy said...

so, how are you today, dude?

kAkUnA_tHe KeLip KeLiP said...

"..Yup they are both older than me. Both were like in their thirty or something. And both having the great times of their life I guess. Except for being single. Haha.."

yeahh...i know them..they are cool..same just like you..! haha..

have a good day too...:)

Ries Lee said...

salah satu english blog yg aku suka bace...
mudah nak faham bg org yg tak mahir english mcm aku ni...

BuLaN iTu aKu said...

siyes bulan ckap..
kalau nak bace blog kamu
memang kene ada kamus kat sebelah..
bulan ngaku.. yg english bulan sedikit @#@%$#^$&
so bulan improve my english too
then.. nape pulak nak pergi ni..

dah tu.. lepas ni sape nak tolong bulan improve my english..

BuLaN iTu aKu said...

siyes bulan ckap..
kalau nak bace blog kamu
memang kene ada kamus kat sebelah..
bulan ngaku.. yg english bulan sedikit @#@%$#^$&
so bulan improve my english too
then.. nape pulak nak pergi ni..

dah tu.. lepas ni sape nak tolong bulan improve my english..

BuLaN iTu aKu said...

siyes bulan ckap..
kalau nak bace blog kamu
memang kene ada kamus kat sebelah..
bulan ngaku.. yg english bulan sedikit @#@%$#^$&
so bulan improve my english too
then.. nape pulak nak pergi ni..

dah tu.. lepas ni sape nak tolong bulan improve my english..

seroja jingga said...

no matter wat u said..i love reading urs.

dont go too long yeah

im gonna miss you!
cheers
good day to u and im on leave for 3 days..heaven man.

MissA said...

"I may sound like a wise guy, but in truth I was nothing. My life sucks for god sake. Big time."

tak tau nape i suka quotation ni.. you were nothing?? err, dont think soo.. huhu

hisham said...

bro...keep it up ok....

kawie2020 said...

I just realize that this life is so amazing....

Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

take care bro