31.1.10

If only.


I was watching Chelsea vs Burnley at the Khulafa Bistro with some friends when this guy in his true blues clues shirt and his 'wow' rank chick came sat in our table. He's a friend of a friend of mine. I actually didn't have a so call nice relationship with him. He's been my silence-enemy since my diploma time. And I think it stays that way till now.

It was back in my diploma time. He, being in the famous course in my Uni was quite a show off type of person. Nope. I have no problem with his ambitious Evo wannabe Waja or vice versa. I don't give a shit about it. What I do give a shit is that he is fuckin show off in everything. There's two major occasions that I still remember.

The first one is during my first time knowing him. We were both in our first semester where we have to attend the recently-popular Biro Tata Negara camp. He was in my group. And to make thing worse or better I'm not sure, we were the only guy in that group. And for some unsure reason I have been selected as the team captain. Rather than him.

Maybe that upset him that he kept on criticizing me during the whole program. He kept on showing the "I should be the captain" attitudes to all my fellow group members. Oh. I don't mind taking critics just like I don't mind having competitors. It's just I do appreciate it if it come in a good way. Not when the font of my team logo been a bigger issue than what should my team logo be?

The second one is during our football friendly. Since his course is famous than mine, there were lots of hot-ties came to watch them playing even with the fact that my team is far way better in this kicking thingy. Being in a men games, it's normal to be tackled and to be brought down. But this guy was different. He kept on shouting and uttering some uneasy word to my fellow teammates which for some reason could spark an uncontrolled situations.

"Dude. Come on. It's just a fucking friendly match."

But tonight was different. We talked and chat and laughed the whole night. He even talked about how he remember our little time in mud when our group failed to finish the tasks given. The stupid but cute girls in my group name Suzi. And not to forget how he missed kick what should have been a consolation goal for his team in that friendly match.

If only I start my first day with this so-hatred friend with this kind of laugh few years back when we were in that same group. If only he didn't be that emotional and that too-show-offing in that football match. And if only George W. Bush starts his first chats with Saddam Hussein in a nice candle light dinner with the wonderful view of Eiffel Tower.

If only.


45 comments:

Moon Death Spell said...

please not be serious, sometimes a friend will be our family

a.t.O.k.c.o.0.L said...

cool!
if only the word "if" doesnt exist.

Jard The Great said...

and why not now?

larasephia said...

hahaha
shit happened,man
at least u boys spared each other some mercy now
thats such a cool gesture in human r/ship
lets just hope he wont go boasting the next time around
else he'll bcome a foe again
eh,but! pardon me. I had to know something
does this mean that u guys are now friends already?

and

George W. Bush should have had his first chat with the late Saddam Hussein by the bees wax candle in a cozy local diner IN his hometown.Saddam liked it that way. ( I owned n read the whole Saddam's biography book u know..)

Wanita Itu said...

hmmm..mine is still enemy..
dont have time to sit together n chat...
dont want at all..hahaha..

joegrimjow said...

there something we can change to make 'if' happen, do it!

MuHaMMaD86 said...

adakah anda terlalu hensem hgga mybbkn dia ada perasaan xpuas hati?haha

manusia ada plbagai karenah,skap,prgai...the way we handle the situation is most important...xperlu cpt melatah if u think u in the right side

Cik Bumble bee said...

things may change~

~ narissa ~ said...

~ yeahh.."if only"..

kawie2020 said...

emmm... if....errr... if... Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.....

Syue Gagashi said...

bagus2. aku suka enry ni.

shax said...

haha

Rowena Chasez said...

owhh yeahh...
if only rite..

Judiene said...

i think he's gonna be your bestfriend now
it just a matter of time
hahahahaaa
so
start being nice to him
=D

fitriah said...

ahh..

that's life..:)

i'msosupernotcool said...

larasephia:
yup.. i think so..
i shud try lepak again then..
we'll see how it goes..
but for the mean time..
its o fuckin k..

my bad dat i didnt read bout both guy dat much..

chah~ said...

if....

Daffodil D said...

silence-enemy. wow.

Rara said...

sometimes enemy can be a gud frenz too..

hans said...

eh,dkt khulafah seksyen 7 tu ker

MissA said...

teringat smlm baru borak dgn my best friend, and we laughed when she suddenly said how i hated her the first time we met..hehe..

intan hajar said...

good for u though. sometimes, it is hard for some people to be good to those who used to be their enemies. be proud of yourself for u can get rid of that. plus, that's why old folks always said, make thousands of friends, never make even an enemy for it will fill your heart with hatred.
;)

░♥si lampu neon♥░ said...

ok la tu. nothing to surprise, when enemies turn to be your best friend.

hisham said...

there is no IF n ONLY in history...

Razman said...

sound gay. haha

Ah Fatt said...

if only... maybe korang dah berskandal

haha

izzad b* said...

hahaha,
manusia leh berubah!

izzad b* said...

hahaha,
manusia leh berubah!

izzad b* said...

hahaha,
manusia leh berubah!

h.a.n said...

khulafa kat mane ni?
kt unisel tu ker?
kalo situ...i slalu pegi makan ;)

Husna Hadzarami said...

biasa terjadi tu.
people change.
even one of by bestfriend penah admit dulu dia tak suka aku. air muka aku tak friendly for strangers katanya. heh..

ezzati said...

sounds gay gak...hehe..

come on..find a new frens if they not suit you..you should know better..

"IF" sud not exist at all...

zella said...

Khulafa Bistro... shah alam??

Koyuki said...

cerita apa ni..gay??

tanak baca..

kehkehkeh

LORD ZARA 札拉 said...

sometimes i hate the word if.

but then, without if, nothing will be build, nothing will be end.

Ries Lee said...

tuhan sayangkan kau.
Dia xnak kau jd gay.

Anonymous said...

the words "if" never stop...again and again....

-kakuna-

f.a.r.a.h said...

i've been there! now kiteorang jadi bestfren. ;)

dewajiwa said...

that's very why life's must be lived forward and understand it backward. not the other way around.

as the life goes by, things in past will ignite the best answer for present day questions and sparking inspiration(s) to the very best assumption of situation in the next moment we might face it, again.

if only if is simplified.

Lady Dyla said...

thw word 'if' changes every single thing

chokio_nia said...

wut id d word "if" doesnt exist??hurrmmm..have u ever think bout dat??okay..im not supposed to leave question here, kan?lol

i'msosupernotcool said...

chokio_nia:
then there'll be no hopes and no dreams..

Dak Wan® said...

Remember dude, its' took two too tango.

avid gunner said...

loved it. if only i could undo all the bad things i've ever done.

Anonymous said...

xcidently i pass tru dis blog, that what we call "jodoh". u may be a gay someday, n of coz, he will be ur partner. go on man..wajalution summore. that was super cool. daymmm.... joke, just dont be gay.