15.5.11

Rules #4 : On my own.


So I finally finished my degree level and counting my days in this lovely town of Shah Alam. It's a pretty emotional days to live, you know, considering how awesome I've been for the past two and a half years here.

Next step is to pack my stuffs, find myself a small but comfortable room at a very reasonable price, also a number of hangable lads who don't mind listen to my shit all night long and then, to start things all over again. First thing first, I need to find myself a well paid job.

This is the part that worried my mom the most. She kind of always stressing out that she didn't really see of where my future lies. Yeah, I don't too.

Both my younger brother and sister was into the teaching profession which mean that they were guaranteed a job right after their graduation. Or two month after, that was the very least. My brother have already celebrating his first salary last month while I was here, asking my girlfriend a few bucks for the thesis printing cost.

You see, it was all written but never will I blame Him.

My future, I believed that it was really up to me to choose mine. My call. And if I fall, it wasn't of Him. It's either because I didn't foot myself on where it should be or I misjudged my fucking step. Maybe I missed the 'wet floor' sign. Some monkeys irresponsibly threw this banana peels away, no?

I made a life of my own. And I will fight for it the same way I've ruined it. Even harder.

I shall start by being a fucken atheist. May I?


9 comments:

w said...

i need yr email, if you dont mind.

eszol raar said...

go atheist go!

Judiene said...

Good one!
:)

skandaLdariLangit said...

teaching profession, not guaranteed enymore lah. BPG memang badan paling gila. unexpected.

shax said...

kau buat aku takut pulak nak grad cecepat. haih.

h.a.n said...

congrats dear :)

| Larasephia | said...

good luck mr

now that u're joining the rat race,
I can finally say " welcome aboard!"

izzad b* said...

congrats and good luck!

i'msosupernotcool said...

wahyudi: zulhafixi@yahoo.com

skandaldarilangit: both my siblings are doing fine all this while.
kau cikgu?

shax: dah tu. sile pegi extend. haha.