"I read somewhere... how important it is in life is not necessarily to be strong... but to feel strong." - Chris McCandless.
Thing that I afraid the most in my life is to disappoint those who were closely related to me. Those who were with me during my ups and downs. Those who hope that I can at least lend them a hand when they were in need of one.
Most and most of the time, I failed. And disappointment it is.
Sometime I got this thought of leaving gunning through my head. You know like pack up all my things, buy myself a ticket to north (or maybe south) and then gone. With neither goodbye kisses nor 'have a safe trip' cards.
Leaving behind, everyone and everything that I once face. And then start a new life. On my own and all alone.
Ah alone, one thing I guess I never will be good at.